Although born in Vienna, I lived in Germany, Switzerland and Austria for the first years of my life. After these years of unrest, I finally found a real home in Philadelphia at the age of nine. However, with an Austrian mother I never felt entirely American, and in my early twenties I gave in to my nomadic tendencies and moved to Rome. Later, I began to feel curious about life in Russia, since I had begun to immerse myself in the splendid literature that was created in that country. Perhaps I was naïve, but I was convinced that life in Russia would be adventurous, and so I packed my suitcase and travelled to St. Petersburg where I studied Russian for about a year. After returning to Philadelphia, I once again packed my suitcase sixteen years ago to return to the city of my birth. In essence, up until my move to Vienna, my life was a struggle between leaving cities and returning to them.
As the granddaughter of a Jewish Viennese psychoanalyst, I became interested in Freud’s writings shortly after my move to Vienna. However, my international background also influenced me in my decision to become a psychoanalytically oriented psychotherapist. Although my numerous moves caused me to endure many hardships, they also helped me to better understand cultural as well as individual differences. They taught me not to overestimate my ability to understand foreign cultures and people. With a broadened horizon, I became fully aware of the individuality of human suffering. Working with patients has taught me how diverse approaches to life and ways of thinking about one’s personal history really are. I believe that psychotherapy can be compared to a journey that not only reveals a new way of relating to one’s past, but also helps discover new ways of integrating previous experiences into the present. It is a process of learning not only for the client, but for the therapist as well.
Although my family was originally from countries that belonged to the Austro-Hungarian Empire, and Vienna is now my final home, I have come to realize that I need a connection with other English-speaking women. When I found out about AWA from an elderly lady who was once a member, I decided to join. What I like most about AWA is the great diversity of the members’ cultural backgrounds. Thanks to AWA for offering such an opportunity!